Sacrifice
of Love
The sun is shining brightly.
There is only a little cloud. The birds are flying freely in the atmosphere. The
wind is blowing breezy. It such a good day, not too hot and not too cold. I sit
on the grass under a leafy tree
in front of the library. There is a girl beside me. She is not too tall, she
has a pointed nose, her skin is bright and she has long hair. She looks so
pretty with her brown dress. Yes, she is my friend, Emily. We often spend our
time together to go to library, borrow some books, and read it in the outside
while enjoy the nature.
“As you
see, I just listening to the music and enjoy here. Are you read those books for
reference to write your thesis?” Mike said.
“No,
this is just a novel and some comics. I feel so perplexing with my thesis, so I
need some time to relax,” said Emily.
“That’s a good choice! We should have a relaxation for
our brain. By the way, is she your friend?” Asked Mike while he walked to come
close to us.
“Oh,
yeah, she is my friend, Jane,” she said.
“Nice to
meet you, Mike,” I said to him.
“Nice to
meet you too, Jane. Are you study at the same college with Emily?” asked Mike.
“I study
at the same college and also in the same class with her. She is my classmate,”
I answered.
We have
been there for about 2 hours. Now is 1 o'clock. The weather is getting hot, and
we are getting hungry. It’s time to have lunch, so we move to cafeteria which
located behind the library.
The cafeteria is very
crowded. There are so many people. After we ordered, we are looking for some
empty seats. Fortunately, there is a space in the corner and we decided to sit
there. During waiting the food, we are continue our talking. Emily, Mike, and I
enjoy our chatting. None of us feel awkward to talk. In spite of Mike and I be
acquainted a moment ago, but there is a compatibility between us. It’s not
difficult for me to adapt to be among of Mike and Emily who have been know each
other before.
After almost 15 minutes we
waited, the waiter is coming and serve the food. There’s no conversation during
eating. We are savoring our luch. After we finish, Emily and I decided to back
home. Whereas, Mike is going to his friend’s house.
*****
A few days later, Mike meet with Emily. He is
coming near to Emily. Emily so cheerful when she meet with Mike. But everything
doesn’t as her mind.
“Hai, Emily, why are you
alone? Where is Jane?” he asked.
“Ouh.. emm... Jane? Emm.. She
has another schedule, so I walk alone,” she said haltingly.
Emily is
shocked after hear his question. She thought that Mike will ask about herself
as usual, but after he met with me, he always asks about me to her. It such a
hurt question for Emily because actually she loves him, but no body knows about
her feeling. Thus, to conceal her feeling, she always answer Mike’s question
without showing her jealousy.
“By the
way, may I have Jane’s phone number?” he asked.
“Ok, I’ll
send you her number. But I’m sorry, I have to go now. Bye, Mike..” she said.
*****
Since
that day, Mike often calls me. We often have a date on weekends. Sometimes we
go to cafe, go to movie, or have a dinner together. We are being closer. There
is an unusual feeling on us. Mike falling in love to me. As well as me, I often
missing him. I want to see him everyday.
After a
few months, Mike tells his feeling to me. I am very happy, and I tell to Emily.
Emily is very shocked to hear that. She tries to calm herself, and she doesn’t
give much comment for me. She prefer to keep off from me, because she‘s unable
to see the man whom she loved is being her bestfriend’s boy.
I wondered
why Emily was changing. I try to correct myself, but I don’t get the answer. I
decided to ask directly to Emily. After our class end, I walk to Emily, and we
talk together.
“Emily,
do you have a time? I need to talk something to you,” asked me with a low
voice.
Seeing my
expression, Emily becomes sympathetic to me, and she said, “Yeah, of course, I
don’t have any other schedule today. Let’s go to canteen to talk!”
Emily
and I order our own beverage, and we started to talk. I soothe Emily to explain the truth why she
was shuning me. With my effort, I can make Emily tells about all her feeling indeed.
It is so
surprising me. I do not suppose that Emily also loving Mike. I am confused. I
don’t know what to do. I only can say my regret to Emily.
“Oh my
god! I’m sorry, Emily.. I don’t mean to
hurt you. I never know your feeling before. So, please forgive me.. I’m willing
to end my relationship with him if it can make you relieved,” I said with a teary
eyes.
Emily is
smiling, then she said, “No, Jane. I’m okay, now. I’m happy if you are happy.
Don’t worry about me. Our friendship is more important than emphasize my ego. I’m
sure, sooner or later, I will also meet
with someone who’s right for me.”
After
that day, Emily, Mike, and I have a good relation again. I am continue to have
relationship with Mike, while Emily, Mike, and I, still being a bestfriend. We
always share our story everyday and we live happily.
-The End-
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